The more you try to ignore the fear in your heart the more it will grow..

You can't just ignore something..

It will always come back..

Come back even stronger..

She shouldn't be feeling this 

This feeling is gonna destroy her physically and mentally 

She feels the guilt crawling back every night

Why she asks herself 

Why couldn't I control myself 

She loved him 

More than anything

She would sacrifice her own life for him

No it isn't your typical love story 

It was much stronger than that

The kind of love that would make people wonder how 

He changed her life

She loved him so much

But he's already gone.

Game

I unlocked the levels

And achieved things but still this isn't enough 

It still isn't over yet 

Just when you think it's over you realize oh hey this is just the beginning 

As you go on and start haunting for more new things and new levels...

Hey this might be just a game 

I saw it.. I saw her..

She was crying and crying...

Her sobs were so loud..

"don't do it"..

But it was too late..

She did it..

But why was she smiling then? 

Was she happy? Not that she's gone? 

No one could stop her.. 

She isn't coming back.. 

I don't really care what you think of me

Your words don't affect me 

What matters is how I think of myself and if I'm happy with what I did 

Yes I have things I wanna change but all in all I'm proud of myself  

It just amuses me how some people can change you and turn your life upside down
These people always leave you with tears flowing from your eyes thou which is sad
Yes I know how happy they made you but look at how unhappy you are now and all because that special someone left
Try to love yourself and to focus on what you want and what would help you in life instead of crying over the past 
It will never come back.

As each day passes by I learn more and realize things 
It is truly amazing.. Looking back at how you used to think before and how you think now 
Humans are humans
Humans make mistakes
Humans learn from their mistakes
Life goes on
You shouldn't really hang on to something from the past cause greater things are coming up ahead 
Just hope for the best and pray for the best 
Not only do you have to pray for it but you have to work for it.. Without working you'll reach nowhere
It's like standing in the middle of the road and hoping that a car wont crash you down

Why do you feel so insecure when you're just fine the way you are
God made you this way and god is perfect
What about these people

Well how do you think they feel?

Few words. Big meaning.

Change yourself.

People are homeless out there
People are starving to death out there
People are watching their family's get killed and there's nothing they can do about it except just wait in fear..
And you're complaining about not having enough food and about not going out much
Just be thankful for what you have right now.. You never know when god is gonna take this all away  

"You wouldn't make it" you said 

"You're weak" you said

But who's the one asking for help now?

Do you really think I'll welcome you back after all you've done

You made me stronger and I appreciate that 

Now.. You're the weak one 

To me you're just like a fly.
You know how everyone feels about them.
Yes you are just as annoying and I would love if you didn't exist.
This is what you are.
Just a fly.

Dear diary

Dear diary?
Is it too late for that?
Am I too old for that?
Who am I gonna talk to about my day now?
Who's here now?
Why cant time go back to where you were still here?
Why does everything have to change?

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I guess nothing will ever go back to how it used to be and that's how its gonna be so we'll just have to get used to it and just hope that everything is gonna be better.

The start

WHY?

why? the question we all ask our self.. why?why me?why am i the only one who has to suffer?why cant i be happy?why me?So.. Why you? why do you have to be unhappy?It isn't something you buy.. Its not something hard to find..Its easy you only think its hard.. you think happiness is impossible and that depression has consumed you?Think again.