"The world is a sick place"

One by one we go
One by one we close our eyes
The world is blind
One by one we give up
The world is hopeless
One by one we're dying
The world is already dead

Angel

Take my hand
Lead me out
Now I see
That this isnt my home
My home is with you
Lead me out
Hell is closing

Anger

I crave the anger in your eyes
The emptiness in your soul
Now that im destroyed you are mine to hold

As nights goes by
Your corpse starts to rot
Letting off an odor only for the dead to find
But you are mine till the end of time

bones

They start to dig their grave while asleep
Sick of their own skin
They dont want to keep on living a sin
When all the days turned to nights
And no one could save them from their soul
It is aching
A Never ending fear

Red eye

I never thought this day would come

Where I would be drowning in my own blood 

Regretting what we had

Or what I thought we had 

It was like a mirage 

Something that looks so good yet so far away

And it only hurts when you reach the point to realize it was all just a dream 

Petals

Our love was like a flower
At first it was bright and beautiful
But then the bright colors faded away
And the petals started falling
Everything was falling apart
Until there was nothing left
The once beautiful flower is now nothing but empty promises laying on the cold ground

This place inspires me
To start over
To start a new day          
To forget the past
To look forward to the future
This place inspires me
To move forward                   
To smile and laugh
To write about the happy days
This place inspires me
To keep on living my life.

Ashes

The words touched my heart
Made me remember what was I alive for
And how i died
The people I loved and wanted to protect
Theyre safe now
Why am I back then
                                                              
Its time to move on                               
As i looked at the sky                              
And started to fly                                 
The world started fading                      
Until there was nothing left

The words touched my heart
Made me remember what was I alive for
And how i died
The people I loved and wanted to protect
Theyre safe now
Why am I back then
                                                               
Its time to move on                              As i looked at the sky                              And started to fly                                  The world started fading                       Until there was nothing left

The media destroys us

They show us a thing and claim it's perfect 

When no one is perfect actually

Being super skinny isn't perfect 

Having a perfectly fake face is not where you wanna go 

Everyone is beautiful  

Overweight or skinny 

Black or white 

You're still beautiful 

God created us to be so 

There isn't a difference 

We're all going to the same place anyways

You were always there beside me 

With every step further you were there

But what happened 

Why is it getting cold and dark around 

I no longer feel the warmth 

My light has disappeared 

Faith has gone

No more hope 

I lost track 

I lost track without you 

He wasn't satisfied with what he has been given 

He wanted bigger 

He was aiming higher 

He wanted to be the best 

Will he ever reach his goal?

I wonder why people are sad 

Is this how it's supposed to be  

Why are you sad when you know that you don't always get what you want 

You have to live with it 

You have to be happy and move on 

You have to give love to get more love 

Making a person smile can do so much change 

Your smile counts 

The world will smile back 

You will receive more than you expect 

I don't believe bad people exist 

Don't let something hold you back 

Don't let someone hold you back or take away your happiness 

Start today by smiling to your family 

Share the love 

Make a better world 

It's like you're a little piece of heaven on earth 

With you everything feels alright  

Everything just stops when you smile 

Youre eyes just take me to another planet 

All the right words come out from your lips 

Those lips that take me over the clouds 

Oh what you do to me 

What you do to me 

When you're set free

You lose it 

You don't know where to go

A free bird that feels lost 

Where's my home

Where do I belong 

No one expects me back 

There's no where to go 

No one to see

Where's my home 

I'm lost 

Words can hurt 

Words can drown you 

Can drain the life out of you leaving you helpless

There comes a point where no one can help you but yourself 

You wish this all would stop 

You wish everything would be the same

Well nothing is ever gonna be the same 

No one can help you if you don't want to help yourself 

Death isn't your friend. 

You said you'd never leave 

You said I love you 

But your i love you was a lie 

You wrote it in a paper crampled it up and threw it away 

Was that how our love is 

All a lie

All he wanted was your happiness

And this is what you give him? 

You don't deserve this 

He gave you all that he has 

All you have him was pain

You never did anything useful for him

You were just too selfish

You took too much and gave nothing back

You took his life 

My own words are suffocating me 

If only I hadn't said those things

This would never have happened

We wouldn't have a dead man laying around

But now 

Now he's gone 

Am I to follow next? 

It wasn't what I wanted

I didn't mean it 

He's gone 

I'm next 

Don't blame things on yourself

It's not your fault 

Don't feel bad about yourself

You're nothing but perfect 

You can do things 

You are something 

You are somebody 

To me

And that won't change 

This women gave me hope 

She found love 

She has a healthy kid

She has the perfect job 

She can do anything a normal person can do 

So what's with this women? 

She has no legs.

You took away everything 

You turned off the lights 

And closed the curtains

You took away my light 

You left me lost in the darkness

Unable to find my way out

Where are you

I can't see the light no more 

My friend you always listened to me 

Listened to my problems and what I hated about myself 

My friend you took away my pain 

My friend I was blind 

My friend how could you hurt me 

You told me things are gonna be okay 

But you gave me more pain 

You gave me scars that would never go away 

It's just the way it is

It won't ever change 

Even if we tried

Things won't be as they used to be 

I have tried and it didn't work 

It won't ever work for me 

I have done a mistake

But you can't see it

You won't forgive me 

He was trapped

He fell deep down 

He struggled to breathe 

But it was too late 

He's deep down 

Deep down in the darkness 

No way out 

Where no one could save him 

Where theirs no escape 

She stayed up all night stitching her self back together 

She felt so broken 

No matter how much she stitched she never felt complete 

"What's wrong with me" 

These words come from the heart 

I wanted to start this to help some people

To inspire people is what I'm after 

I hope some of these words help you 

And to think that someone is actually reading this makes me so happy 

Twitter account: @OW_SHA

I SHALL REWARD MYSELF NOW WITH SOME CANDDDYYYYY

I will always remember 

Remember the look in his eyes 

But why

Why are you sad

Can't you see what you are 

Those beautiful eyes of yours 

Can't you see you're much more than what you think you are

Can't you see that you are bigger than this

But you chose this

You chose this life 

Just a baker

With beautiful eyes

Every single one of us feels lonely

This is who we are

This is how we're supposed to feel 

We are alone

Even around people 

We're alone

It's only you and your thoughts 

You're the only one who understands you 

No one can fill this empty space in your heart 

If so it's only for a short time

But it's all about you 

Again I say it's okay to be alone

You were born alone 

You'll die alone 

You'll be alone in your grave 

Surrounded by darkness.

Make yourself busy

Love more people 

Hopefully you will start to not notice your feelings cause everything would be fine 

Naruto

Many people would say "they're just fictional characters".

No they are not just that to me. 

Naruto changed my whole life. 

I wouldn't be what I am today without it. 

Naruto taught me how to not care about what other people think of me.

Naruto taught me the real definition of loneliness and how it's okay to he alone.

Naruto made me see how much friends are special. 

How I should never let a friend go. 

How I should save a friend no matter what. 

Also it gave me hope. 

With every episode I got more attached to the characters. 

I can't describe this. 

They became a part of me. 

My way of living. 

Each one of them gave me a lesson. 

You feel lonely but always remember that you aren't alone. 

Open your eyes and look at the people around you. 

They care for you. 

Naruto taught me how to forgive and not seek after revenge. 

How revenge would do nothing but destruction. 

It taught me how to forgive and love people more. 

And that I should never..ever let someone stand between me and my dreams. 

Go after what I want and who I want. 

It's not just an anime and they aren't just characters. 

It's my way of living and they're a part of me. 

It's my way of ninja. ❤

Yes life is unfair

You never get the person you love 

You can't always get what you want

It's not that easy I know 

There has to be balance between things 

The good and the bad

How do we know what's good and what's bad 

Are we good people ourselves? 

What have we done wrong 

We're humans... What's normal about that..

Don't make this the end 

Aim for something bigger something higher

Don't just stop 

This road has no end 

It will keep on going forever or at least till your dead

Then comes another road 

Make the most of it

You don't know when your gonna miss the turn 

You know when suddenly don't have the answers.. 

Somehow like writers block..

Only that it's not a book it's your life..

This is only for some time.. 

Soon enough everything is going to be crystal clear..

You'll have all the answers and more.. 

Just wait and be patient.. 

Things are going to get better eventually.. 

The more you try to ignore the fear in your heart the more it will grow..

You can't just ignore something..

It will always come back..

Come back even stronger..

She shouldn't be feeling this 

This feeling is gonna destroy her physically and mentally 

She feels the guilt crawling back every night

Why she asks herself 

Why couldn't I control myself 

She loved him 

More than anything

She would sacrifice her own life for him

No it isn't your typical love story 

It was much stronger than that

The kind of love that would make people wonder how 

He changed her life

She loved him so much

But he's already gone.

Game

I unlocked the levels

And achieved things but still this isn't enough 

It still isn't over yet 

Just when you think it's over you realize oh hey this is just the beginning 

As you go on and start haunting for more new things and new levels...

Hey this might be just a game 

I saw it.. I saw her..

She was crying and crying...

Her sobs were so loud..

"don't do it"..

But it was too late..

She did it..

But why was she smiling then? 

Was she happy? Not that she's gone? 

No one could stop her.. 

She isn't coming back.. 

I don't really care what you think of me

Your words don't affect me 

What matters is how I think of myself and if I'm happy with what I did 

Yes I have things I wanna change but all in all I'm proud of myself  

It just amuses me how some people can change you and turn your life upside down
These people always leave you with tears flowing from your eyes thou which is sad
Yes I know how happy they made you but look at how unhappy you are now and all because that special someone left
Try to love yourself and to focus on what you want and what would help you in life instead of crying over the past 
It will never come back.

As each day passes by I learn more and realize things 
It is truly amazing.. Looking back at how you used to think before and how you think now 
Humans are humans
Humans make mistakes
Humans learn from their mistakes
Life goes on
You shouldn't really hang on to something from the past cause greater things are coming up ahead 
Just hope for the best and pray for the best 
Not only do you have to pray for it but you have to work for it.. Without working you'll reach nowhere
It's like standing in the middle of the road and hoping that a car wont crash you down

Why do you feel so insecure when you're just fine the way you are
God made you this way and god is perfect
What about these people

Well how do you think they feel?

Few words. Big meaning.

Change yourself.

People are homeless out there
People are starving to death out there
People are watching their family's get killed and there's nothing they can do about it except just wait in fear..
And you're complaining about not having enough food and about not going out much
Just be thankful for what you have right now.. You never know when god is gonna take this all away  

"You wouldn't make it" you said 

"You're weak" you said

But who's the one asking for help now?

Do you really think I'll welcome you back after all you've done

You made me stronger and I appreciate that 

Now.. You're the weak one 

To me you're just like a fly.
You know how everyone feels about them.
Yes you are just as annoying and I would love if you didn't exist.
This is what you are.
Just a fly.

Dear diary

Dear diary?
Is it too late for that?
Am I too old for that?
Who am I gonna talk to about my day now?
Who's here now?
Why cant time go back to where you were still here?
Why does everything have to change?

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I guess nothing will ever go back to how it used to be and that's how its gonna be so we'll just have to get used to it and just hope that everything is gonna be better.

The start

WHY?

why? the question we all ask our self.. why?why me?why am i the only one who has to suffer?why cant i be happy?why me?So.. Why you? why do you have to be unhappy?It isn't something you buy.. Its not something hard to find..Its easy you only think its hard.. you think happiness is impossible and that depression has consumed you?Think again.